its because my tears are words that my heart cant express

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love is not about finding someone you can live with but finding someone you can't live without .

YThe lil princess
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Huiwen ` Hui ` zhongbian ` etc :D
aged 13 14 :P
popped out on September 11.1994 :D

i'm one crazy bitch .
obsessed with my gans & clique !
nonetheless i'm self-obsessed & i believe in miracles .
i go high & crazy all the time , if you dont know
how to have fun , bitch your way outta here :D
i detest suckups , backstabbers & two timers .
dont think you know me well bitch .
& if you love me , i love you too {:

BOOOOOOOOOO !
` SINGLELICIOUS RULES MY LIFE Y

hold me tightly
kiss me sweetly
care for me deeply
you make me remember you
ever so clearly
even now that you are gone

YShe wants for
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black / white
comic ~~/ books~~
~~my soft toys given by you guys [:~~
more teddys / elmo / cookie monster
bd / x'mas presents / CNY
rainy / snowy day
~~07/06/08~~
HP
kimichi
sushi
~~white~~ any choco
songs ~~/ anime~~
~~TV / cinema~~
~~cotton canddiies~~
gans [:
clique [:
FM 91.3
lollipop
marie digby
britney spears
rihanna
leona lewis
mango / peach
~~ice cream~~
green T / ice lemon T / blueberry
~~my own association [:~~

you are what ` makes me STR0NG .

YGirlfriends
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[Li.Li] - dearest jie
[Sheryl a.k.a Si.Ying] - dearest fwen
[Shi.Min] - dearest besties
[Wei.Ping] - dearest besties
[Justine] - dearest jie
[Jie.Min] - dearest mei ` junior
[Nika a.k.a the anime freak] - dearest mei
[Joanne a.k.a yida sao] - dearest mei
[Winnie a.k.a wannie] - dearest nuer
[Gina] - dearest laopo
[Natalie] - dearest fwen
[Nikko] - dearest fwen
[Annabel a.k.a mrs neo] - dearest laopo
[Zi.Yi] - dearest darling
[Mingru] - dearest honey
[Emmalyn] - dearest fwen
[Seok.Yee] - dearest fwen
[Emily] - dearest great x10 ahh ma
[Cassandra] - dearest fwen
[Angeline] - dearest senior
[Ma.Yuan] - dearest marmmie
[Nabila] - dearest jie
[Diana] - dearest fwen
[Cherrie] - dearest fwen
[Kim.Lim a.k.a x`b] - dearest x`b
[Yun.Yi] - dearest sweetie cousin
[Soo.Sian] - dearest tangguo cousin
[bloodstained] - dearest designer
[bluepink-] - dearest designer
its just three words ` eight letters and one meaning `
i love you .

YBoyfriends
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[Gary] - dearest daddie
[Chong.En] - dearest didi
[Nicholas a.k.a nich] - dearest kor
[Anthony a.k.a ma yi] - dearest fwen
[Clarence] - dearest di
[Kenji] - dearest di
[Han.Kiat] - dearest ~~erzi~~counsellor
[Zai.Liang] - dearest fwen
[Jonathan] - dearest fwen
[Sean] - dearest fwen
[Tee.Yong] - dearest kor
[Tee.Leong] - dearest di
[Yi.Yang] - dearest cousin
[Chin.Quan] - dearest cousin
[Wing.L.P a.k.a wing] - dearest kor
[Jia.Liang] - dearest kor
[Melvin] - dearest kor
[Joel] - dearest di
[Lance] - dearest kor

hold me close and say three words like you used to do ` just three words ,
i love you .

YSingShout&Dance
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YLet's partehhs
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` Flooding is allow but don't go overboard :D

you gave me the love i needed ` but left me with a broken <3

YDarlinks
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Y[Kim.Lim a.k.a x`b]
Y[Chong.En]
~~Y[Yun.Yi]~~
Y[Soo.Sian]
Y[Winnie a.k.a wannie]
Y[Gina]
Y[Ming.Ru]
Y[Emily]
Y[Cassandra]
Y[Annabel]
Y[Joanne]
Y[PPG]
Y[Ziyi]
~~Y[Sean]~~
Y[Gary]
Y[Lance]
Y[Zhi.An]
Y[Natalie]
Y[Diana]
Y[Anthony]
Y[Nikko]
Y[2e3]
Y[Songs.Lyrics]

i've been waiting for you through out my life . what about you ?
are you waiting for me too ?

YThanks
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DESIGNER[:

28 May 2008
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let me start of my post with a word of prayer .
dear Lord , thanks for everything you gave me today .
hope you will bless each and everyone of us every single day .
dear Father , i hope that you will be with us with whatever we do .
Jesus name i pray , Amen .
hurhur .
feels bored each and everyday .
haiis .
so sians one lohhs , i rather go to school everyday .
i can see my friends , chat with them .
just like what we did :D
but now it's holi T.T
time to rest , but time to think what we should do also .
you see .
everyday , i wake up .
go out , play computer , smsing , chatting , calling and end of the day .
it's like what kind of life is that .
no surprises at all .
i guess alot of us feel that too .
haiis .
and at this juncture of time .
there will sure be someone or something pissing you off like hell .
or someone or something led you to your thinking cap .
brainstorming , wasting your brain cells ._."
haiis .
just hanged up my phone few min ago .
and i cant believed that i talked for 2 hours plus :O
at first was chatting with nich one lohhs .
after that justine called me .
asked if i'm free tomorrow .
then i said i not sure and told her that nich on the line too .
so she wanted conference .
so we had conference lohhs :D
hhahas !
two of them were really borned entertainers :D
yahhs then jonathan called up :O
and we had conference .
justine said the more the merrier mahhs .
and nich agreed to it too .
so we talked .
then justine called my hse no .
so i told nich and jonathan to excuse the both of us .
justine told me she likes jonathan D:
WHAT . THE . HELL !
i stunned that time know .
really ! imagine my shocked face :OO
*&$*!T#$(!^
some of you may know why lahhs uhhs .
so i was being traumatised awhile and i told her , " orhhs , so ? "
then she said , " no lahhs , just to tell you this :D "
and she laughed .
oh my tians !
so both of us hanged up and talked with jonathan and nich again .
i never talked till nich dragged me in .
he asked me , " hui , why never talk one ? i tot you very high one ? "
so i replied , " ehhs , no lahhs i watching tv mahhs ! hahahas ! "
but then i was thinking what justine told me .
sians lahhs no mood to talk luhhs .
then jonathan said , " hui , what did you and justine did just now uhhs ? "
i never say anything .
justine said , " orhhs , we are having girl's talk just now lahhs ._." "
so i think nich sense something bahhs .
he's always the first to know everything about me one lohhs .
die liaos .
so we chatted chatted .
of cause i talked abit lahhs ._."
and after we all hanged up , about 30 min after that , nich called me up .
he asked me what happened .
and i knew that nothing can go thru' his finger tips .
so i told him EVERYTHING !
he said , " ehhs , are you ok ? "
" yahhs , " i said .

// * below conversation is censored ! * //

he's a really good listener lahhs .
but i also donno what to do luhhs .
is like why did she tell me that ?
haiis .
all my brain cells are used up i guess .
cant think anymore .
you are once so important to me .
i need you almost everyday .
love you dearly .
even tho' we had quarrellings but our relationship is still that close .
we had never ever make each others worried .
never make each other cry .
but now ever since she told me this .
i can tell she loves you more than i do .
i think it's time for me to let go of your hands .
and braved everything by myself .
but there's one thing that will never be changed .
my love ` for you .
iloveyou ` my laogong .
i know that i'm selfish .
that's why i made this decision .
hope both of you are happy always :DD

& i'm 14 luhhs {:

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