its because my tears are words that my heart cant express

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love is not about finding someone you can live with but finding someone you can't live without .

YThe lil princess
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Huiwen ` Hui ` zhongbian ` etc :D
aged 13 14 :P
popped out on September 11.1994 :D

i'm one crazy bitch .
obsessed with my gans & clique !
nonetheless i'm self-obsessed & i believe in miracles .
i go high & crazy all the time , if you dont know
how to have fun , bitch your way outta here :D
i detest suckups , backstabbers & two timers .
dont think you know me well bitch .
& if you love me , i love you too {:

BOOOOOOOOOO !
` SINGLELICIOUS RULES MY LIFE Y

hold me tightly
kiss me sweetly
care for me deeply
you make me remember you
ever so clearly
even now that you are gone

YShe wants for
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black / white
comic ~~/ books~~
~~my soft toys given by you guys [:~~
more teddys / elmo / cookie monster
bd / x'mas presents / CNY
rainy / snowy day
~~07/06/08~~
HP
kimichi
sushi
~~white~~ any choco
songs ~~/ anime~~
~~TV / cinema~~
~~cotton canddiies~~
gans [:
clique [:
FM 91.3
lollipop
marie digby
britney spears
rihanna
leona lewis
mango / peach
~~ice cream~~
green T / ice lemon T / blueberry
~~my own association [:~~

you are what ` makes me STR0NG .

YGirlfriends
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[Li.Li] - dearest jie
[Sheryl a.k.a Si.Ying] - dearest fwen
[Shi.Min] - dearest besties
[Wei.Ping] - dearest besties
[Justine] - dearest jie
[Jie.Min] - dearest mei ` junior
[Nika a.k.a the anime freak] - dearest mei
[Joanne a.k.a yida sao] - dearest mei
[Winnie a.k.a wannie] - dearest nuer
[Gina] - dearest laopo
[Natalie] - dearest fwen
[Nikko] - dearest fwen
[Annabel a.k.a mrs neo] - dearest laopo
[Zi.Yi] - dearest darling
[Mingru] - dearest honey
[Emmalyn] - dearest fwen
[Seok.Yee] - dearest fwen
[Emily] - dearest great x10 ahh ma
[Cassandra] - dearest fwen
[Angeline] - dearest senior
[Ma.Yuan] - dearest marmmie
[Nabila] - dearest jie
[Diana] - dearest fwen
[Cherrie] - dearest fwen
[Kim.Lim a.k.a x`b] - dearest x`b
[Yun.Yi] - dearest sweetie cousin
[Soo.Sian] - dearest tangguo cousin
[bloodstained] - dearest designer
[bluepink-] - dearest designer
its just three words ` eight letters and one meaning `
i love you .

YBoyfriends
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[Gary] - dearest daddie
[Chong.En] - dearest didi
[Nicholas a.k.a nich] - dearest kor
[Anthony a.k.a ma yi] - dearest fwen
[Clarence] - dearest di
[Kenji] - dearest di
[Han.Kiat] - dearest ~~erzi~~counsellor
[Zai.Liang] - dearest fwen
[Jonathan] - dearest fwen
[Sean] - dearest fwen
[Tee.Yong] - dearest kor
[Tee.Leong] - dearest di
[Yi.Yang] - dearest cousin
[Chin.Quan] - dearest cousin
[Wing.L.P a.k.a wing] - dearest kor
[Jia.Liang] - dearest kor
[Melvin] - dearest kor
[Joel] - dearest di
[Lance] - dearest kor

hold me close and say three words like you used to do ` just three words ,
i love you .

YSingShout&Dance
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YLet's partehhs
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` Flooding is allow but don't go overboard :D

you gave me the love i needed ` but left me with a broken <3

YDarlinks
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Y[Kim.Lim a.k.a x`b]
Y[Chong.En]
~~Y[Yun.Yi]~~
Y[Soo.Sian]
Y[Winnie a.k.a wannie]
Y[Gina]
Y[Ming.Ru]
Y[Emily]
Y[Cassandra]
Y[Annabel]
Y[Joanne]
Y[PPG]
Y[Ziyi]
~~Y[Sean]~~
Y[Gary]
Y[Lance]
Y[Zhi.An]
Y[Natalie]
Y[Diana]
Y[Anthony]
Y[Nikko]
Y[2e3]
Y[Songs.Lyrics]

i've been waiting for you through out my life . what about you ?
are you waiting for me too ?

YThanks
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DESIGNER[:

4 Dec 2008
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BLOG CLOSED !
due to some reasons ,
~~personal blog will be created .~~
~~get the url from me (:~~

& i'm 14 luhhs {:

7:24:00 am

24 Nov 2008
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hellooooooooooos peeps !
miss my latest post yeahs ?
hhahaaaaaaaaaas(:
especially gary daddie leys :x
okays here's your post uhs .
not in sg yet leys but i'll roughly post lahhs uhhs ._.
so was quite busy shopping here and there .
overseas mahhs else stay in sg lyk so bored yea ?
lyk annabel laopo liddat luhhs !
stay in sg the round-shaped face lyk so grumpy hors .
lols :x
wei laopo this is compliment leys LOLS !
alrights so weather's quite warm leys !
bth budden got air con thanks goodness :D
and sorry leys nth for you guys .
everything is lyk so ugly , lousy the like ><"
hmm ohya gary dad the cendol you recommend hors idk where leys siol =.="
i travelled like the whole place just to find it budden don have leys =.=
pathetic rite somemore so hot ahhs !
hehs hehs .
so went to attend kor's wedding lohhs .
ehhs ya hafway hp rang .
my aunty called saying that my grandpa may pass away at any moment .
so i was traumatised .
kor asked me wad happened so i was like saying nth .
so everything ended , he gave me a lift to my hotel .
ya so i told him everything lohhs .
and he console me ><
walaoooo ehs .
so he was like asking me to cry , its okay .
dhen i was like no lahhs why cry he also haven die , as long as there's a glimpse of hope i wont break down de .
so he's like .. -.-
dhen i cried lohhs .
cried for two hours !?
walaoooooos !
didnt realise till he told me .
hhahaaas(:
that's me lahhs uhhs ><
alrights lahhs post till here .
gotta bathe luhhs :x
goooooodnites .
takecare everyone :DD

& i'm 14 luhhs {:

5:08:00 am

18 Nov 2008
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here's my latest post for readers :D !
hmm holiday right ? nothing to blog on lorhhs :x
its lyk whats the point of blogging when we aint having school .
suppose to blog on school's life =.=
lmfao =.="
so everything changed .
not from good to best but bad to worse .
seeeeeeeeeeeee my taggyboard !
the attitude my toot toot cousin gave :x
hehs hehs hur hur !
bth can because of another guy i got neglected :x
LOLS !
yup so its either i'm playing or travelling nothing else >.<
two more days and i say buhhs byes lols .
ohya and the noobnoob jiemin scold me retarded leys !
LOL !
you dhen ehhs :x
guess i've nothing much to post on i'll stop here(:

because of you i made myself obsessed to games instead of thinking of you .
maybe you didnt realise anything but i'm really hurt this time round .
not knowing of the reason , i'm afraid to close my eyes and sleep .
scared that i'll think of you and tears started rolling down .
i know i'm being mean to say that i would prefer your disappearance ,
but there's only two choice for me .
your disappearance or i'll forget .
but till now i still cant forget you , struggling , bleeding .

& i'm 14 luhhs {:

12:11:00 pm

11 Nov 2008
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[edit]
gonna reach 200th post sooooon :D
hees .
hmm fell ill yesterday de yesterday ._."
recovering soon . - Hopefully O: -
it went up to 38.9 degrees yesterday LOL !
cause laopo say me ben mahhs hurhur !
lols
bth man .
went katong park wif my di's class .
walaoooooos ehhs !
was so retarded bored man -.-
alrights and was drenched because of the bad weather , so ill lohhs =.-
yupps and met xinyi's sister lols !
she looked so strange :x
probably because of the makeups :x
lols ! doesnt suits lahhs :x
hurhur .
mmph wads next .
initially i had to meet mrs ong de :x
but then she said she'll report to me my results :D
so kind worhhs hors ?
first time siahhs :x
tq uhhs same goes to emily seow :x
buay pai leys !
most of us managed to be promoted to 3e1 :D
hehs hehs !
too bad got separated from some of the gans T.T
aw T.T
but anyways must jiayous leys !
hurhur .
latest bill T.T
nice one lahhs 14x leys :x
omtians my dad is lyk ehhhs ..
=.= he crap lahhs he .
i settle myself lohhs ._."
so chatted with annabel yesterday and she's lyk going to sleep luhhs :x
sorry worhhs !
all those scolding and laughters hhahaaaaaaaaaaas(:
3e1 ` 2oo9 D: jiayous !
gary daddie ! your post D: hurhur ! you also leys must update your stupid blog frequently worhhs D:
THE END :D
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& i'm 14 luhhs {:

11:44:00 pm

8 Nov 2008
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Y 5th November :D
yea wild wet wet i'm coming :x !
hmm but i came back home with four retarded cuts O:
two near my fingers , one on my knee and another one on my elbow .
idk wad i did , just feel pain T.T
hurhur elbow is yunghua pushed dehhhhhs ! :x
hhahaaaaaaaaas .
its alrights lahhs ._."
yea so nothing new -.-
was quite boring for me lols !
cause there's quite lil thingys and it isnt thrilling enuff as i thought O:
hahah but winnie still screamed like hell uhhs -.-
yupps but its fun though to be able to meet up with you peeps .
not bad :D
yeahhs short and sweet post for those urging me to post ._.
hhahaaaaaaaaas(:
yupps i enjoyed myself hopefully you peeps enjoyed too :D
alrights takecares !
{ monday is the day and start of my future , haiis .

& i'm 14 luhhs {:

5:15:00 am

3 Nov 2008
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finally the day to www :D
its tomorrow right !
sms-ed mrs ong ; joanne a few minutes ago .
initially i asked her out earlier then the meeting time so we can check out the price .
so she replied : Go see la . Btw u bring how much?
me : 60 LOL .
she : Walao. Ok lols then we meet at the 269 bus stop at 8 lols can?
me : okays . but shop so early open for us mehhs LOL .
she : Lols i dunnoe le. We go outside see. N u wan highlight hair or dye whole hair?
me : highlight lahhs duhhs -.-
- SKIP ; so decided to meet up at 9 :D & we're actually gonna bring sch bag :x -
she : N u wear shorts or jean?
me : walao water games lehhs you think wear jean appropriate ahhs =.=
she : Lols ok then both shorts haha. I boliao ma. So seeya 2moro.
me : yes please ._." byes .
- this shows how brainless and boliaos mrs ong ; joanne is uhhs :x -
hurhur thanks to singtel those sms-es are free else i'll make her pay for them .
asked such stupid qns fun hors -.-
yes and recently chatting with lance kor .
yes i didnt stm and forget dat ure LANCE WONG !
alrights so he's actually another joker rofls :x
chatted with nich yesterday nite .
ya what he said make sense .
i shouldnt have force myself to love him .
just take it naturally .
but e prob is i just think that its impossible and i don have dat feeling rawrs !
wadever then both of us were like - Sigh ! -
and fell asleep :D at 8 =.=''
yupps 3 hours of sleep for me :D
anyways its time for me to be crazy tomorrow !
{ let's partehhs ! :D

& i'm 14 luhhs {:

9:18:00 pm

2 Nov 2008
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[edit]
got my mom consent to go to www luhhs :D
yays !
thanks to annabel chan uhhs :D
okays sure looking forward to it O:
and laopo must help me hors , piak them :x
lols ! just kidding .
hmm yes and recently joanne , annabel and i intend to have a chinese tuition worhhs .
although we take higher chinese but those taking normal chinese are also invited to join :D
the cost is below $100 not ex rite hehs hehs .
ya and a female teacher is teaching us , it'll sure be fun lahhs .
interested ? just give me a tag asap !
for more enquiry , please contact ~~annabel~~ me :x
hurhur .
alrights went out wif my clique just now .
three ~~words~~ letters ; FUN {:
almost fell down becos of jiemin lmao .
pushed me uhhs , you die luhhs lahhs @:
yes and chatted with nich , went home together .
hhahaaaaaaaas(:
he really can read my mind can wth O:
he understands me well thats all i can say :D
yea looking forward to meeting my gans {:
{ 3 more days to www :D
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& i'm 14 luhhs {:

12:06:00 am